March

Seems like time always slips away so fast.  It feels like I just updated and then I look and a month has already passed.  You should be happy to know the last few weeks have been much better than my last negative post.  My attitude totally affects my kids but there are just those days.  I'm very much feeling the need for a change in my life... just not sure what it is yet.  I struggle when I don't know where I'm going or what I'm doing.  I want what is best for my kids and the thought of Brooke starting kindergarten in the city scares me.  Not to mention I'm feeling very clausteric phobic in our tiny apartment with no where my kids can play outside.  I'm so used to a small town life where I know everyone and everything about everyone :)  School will be out in 6 weeks and so I just endure and keep praying and hoping an answer will come.  In the mean time... here is what we've been up to the last month.